Best presents

I like presents!
mainly presents l can get presents on the birthday, and christmas, and some special cerebration days.

i cannot remember all the things that i received, but what i came up with is hand made presents from my mother.

for my birthday, my mother prepares some handmades, mostky hair accesaries.
i think my mother makes my presents along with the trends.
so, i expect what she gives me sometimes.

i am happy to put the accesaries on my hair on the next day.
not only i but also my mother become happy with them.

however, my hair goods section in my room is becoming full!
i enjoy decorationg them, but i need to clean around the place!

my plan for winter vacation

First i will evjoy Christmas! Maybe i will make Christmas cake at home because i like creating some thing whatever to see, eat, ...
i want to spend my holiday on making somethig I imagine..which cannot be realised but it can be done in my pictures or crafts.

back to reality, i have to do parttime job!
i applied for one yesterday.
i don't know i can work there, but i hope i can find a good place to earn money!

i have no plan to travel, but my family and relatives get togher at granma's house on New years day.
and we have nabe, otoshidama, ...

i am afraid the winter vacation might not so long enough to do all the things.

becoming adult

when i was little, i was thinking that university students were already old enough to be said an adult.
but now i am a university student!
i don't feel i am an adult!
i became 19 last week.
i cannot believe i will be 20 next year.
when people become 20 years old, people treat them as adults.

so, i will be an adult next year according to my thought and laws in Japan.
the biggest change is tha i will have more responsibility in myself.
but i think it is something strange to be an adult from the day of my 20 birthday.
maybe i am changing an adult now, because i don't think i can change an adult in a day!

my eariest childhood memory

when i asked this qustion, i have always difficulty in telling real experiences from dreams and imagination.
because i can not make sure that my memoru is my experence.
some of them maybe are just stories that i heard from my family or saw pictures of that time.
and then maybe i made the image of th scene.

anyway, i have the scene at the time of Hanshin Awaji big earthquake.
my sister and i ere saying " where is here?"
the room were too dark in the early morning in the winter so that we just see our room.
we hold a flashlight together and ...

i guess this is not my memory but my sister's memory.
we are often asked "do you rmenber the earthquake?"
and i don't think i remember clearly, but my sister has possibly the memory and she told me the scene and shared the memory...?

so i think no one knows the earliest memory!

a country to visit

i am going to study in Canada next year.
there are some reason to choose this country.

i want to study political science, but in Japan i think it is a little difficult to understand the study because there is no such department.
(maybe a part od law..)
at first i thought "poitics is science?', but i knew that knowing the roots makes me easy to get the concept.
it was born and developed in western countries, so i believe learning in theirlanguages is more efficient.

for me, Canada sounds more peaceful...and easy to stay.
Canada is said to be much more safer than America!
there are many international students.
i can make friends from various countries.

i want to keep practicing skating too.
i hear that thereis a skate rink near he university!

but,,,
don't be so cold, please!

misperception betweem men and women

i haven't any complicated relationship with male yet, so i just write a trivial thing.
i heard what some boys care when they do somewhere with a girl.
for example, they try not to choose something sweet to eat or drink.
i don't know exactly, but i haven't thought of such a care!
even the boy loves chocolate cake, they try not to take it?
when they drink something, boys take a choice of coffee in stead of cocoa?
if there are boys who is making those efforts, i want them to choose sweet drink and dessert.
i think sweet thing is attractove everyone, and boys have the same rights to enjoy them as girls.
but i want to ask girls whether this idea is misperception by boys or me?
i am not sure how other girls feel about it.
boys should hesitate to have sweets before girls?
i want to rather enjoy it together!

6th

i like fall.
what come to my mind first is my birthday!
actually my birthday is in the end of this season, my feeling gets exciting.
we have a lot of fun in fall.
for example, there are festivals.
culture, sports, halloween..
then we have wonderful food, especially something sweet.
i like the nature in fal, too.
we can see beautiful flowers and leaves in this season.
it is not too hot nor cold. we can enjoy fashion!

but one of the big factors taht excite me is the air, which gets clearer and colder...
and another exciting thing is waiting there***